My thoughts on suicide are that it’s personal, like it has to do with your emotions, feelings, and way you think. It does happen quite often in this world. Trust me, I have tried to commit suicide a couple of times. I have tried pulling the trigger. I have tried drowning myself.
I was in some bad times in my life. It was my first time trying it with the gun. I just got my 9mm and I put it to my head and I hesitated. I couldn’t do it. What stopped me was my girlfriend and my mom. I closed my eyes and I pictured their faces.
When I tried drowning myself I went boating but I didn’t go on the boat. I just swam, I would swim as far as I could in the middle of Red Fleet Lake, and then I would swim as deep as I could then just sit there. I would be so far down that I wouldn’t be able to swim up fast enough. I could never do it. I always saw my mom’s and my girlfriends face. I thought I was a screw up but their faces brought me up . I thank God everyday for them. Thank You!
I know a couple people that have tried and succeeded. My uncle is one of them. I was very close to him. I found out he hung himself in his shed. My aunt found him hanging in the middle of the shed. I miss him so much. Rest in Peace Jason.
Suicide in my opinion can be prevented. It’s up to the people that are thinking about it. In suicide you have a choice to live or die. I’m a perfect example, I prevented it.
In my opinion I don’t think anybody is to blame in suicide. It’s all personal thoughts and actions. People can add to it, but people can’t make suicide happen. Everybody has a choice to live in suicide. I just hope people make the right decision. Nobody should have to go through suicide or suicide in a family.
4 comments:
I agree I'm sorry that you tried to do that, and i think its good that you didn't. I think you did a good job. Way to go!
I think it takes a lot of courage for you to admit to everyone that you have attempted suicide. At the same time, I think it is good that you are open about it. It can really help other students who may be struggling.
great job bro keep up the good work
I am really glad that you thinking about your girlfriend, and your mom stopped you from pulling that trigger. I mean look were your at now.You are almost out of this program,your in love with you girlfriend, you two are happy together,and you have now you have Bentley. I would also think about my family,my girl,and all the things that I have before doing something like that.
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