What does it mean to be some one your not? Well I have been hiding my true self in the dark for so many years that I didn’t want to let it show. I still remember till this day I can still remember that day. Most of the reason I did it is because I lost my dad due to suicide in 2001 so it hurt me allot to show it. It was really hard for me to get along with anyone so I didn’t have any friends to hang out with so I turned to drugs.
I think that one of the biggest reasons of why I turned to drugs is because I didn’t want anyone to know how I really felt inside. People who do the same things that I did when I was at home now look like idiots to me. Is it really worth it? To me back then I thought it was worth it but now I look at it and I tell myself “that was so not worth doing drugs over.” Till this day it is still kind of hard for me to let the real me show not only because I keep all of my emotions held in. but because I’m afraid of what people will say about it to me.
I’m not kidding. How many of us teens are addicted to drugs? How many of us get locked up and taken out of home for them? That’s when I ask the same question is it really worth it. Because to me it was. But now look at me can you imagine me the way I am today 3 years ago. I can’t. Ever.
4 comments:
Isn't it interesting how many people turn to something else when they are not feeling good on the inside. We try to go for a quick fix, rather than trying to heal themselves on the inside.
you need a little more voice in it. the leghth was great. never done drugs but i have friends who do their life is miserable.
it was good grammer i fell what you mean just keep doin goood just watch your punctuation
It is like that you don't to show yourself to people because one thing in your life. I wouldn't be myself until I was in high school. The people I went to were stoner's unfortunately I wanted to be accepted because I had ugly teeth and I couldn't be around kids who are focused on dumb stuff that you cant change.
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