Thursday, September 23, 2010

Suicide

Suicide is serious. It’s the wrong way to get away from your problems. I know a lot of people who chose that way of leaving there problems behind. It just leaves people confused and don’t know what to do. They try to blame them self’s for the loss and say they should have done something different.

In my experience I know how it feels to lose some one to suicide. It’s sad to think one of your friends would do something like that. Thinking I grew up with him I never thought he would be the one to do that. I always tried to figure out why they did it? What pushed them to the point of suicide?

I think about my friends that passed every night. To this day I still wonder why they did what they did. Over time we found out some of there problems. Thinking why couldn’t he just come to my house that night or why couldn’t I be there to stop him?

At least I know there safe know and always looking down on me. I still keep in touch with there families. We always share good memories of them and talk about all the good times we had together.

7 comments:

Lesli Morris said...

Suicide is such a sensitive topic. It changes lives. Everyone that knows the person is affected. I doubt that you will ever forget your friends that have passed away.

myles said...

I agree homie! Even know I have tried to commit suicide, I wanted to get away from my problems. I didn't want to deal with my bull crap problems.
I also think about all the people that have done the thing that I was unable to do. I'm sorry you have to go through that though. Just know that I'm here to talk.

levi said...

I agree with you 100% people shouldn't kill them selves just to escape the problems that they are facing. But you never really know their situation.

ERICK said...

I LIKED THE STORY I KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO LOSE SOME ONE FROM IT ONE THING I THINK YOU CAN WORK ON IS YOUR WORD CHOICE

gustavo said...

I think that its kind of a selfish thing to do, because we do blame our selfs even though we never know why they did it. You did good, I don't see no problems. "good job"

jordand said...

you did really good i agree to what you say most of it just keep working on the grammar

damon said...

I can relate to this I lost many friend to this. I think you should of voice this better