Yes I’ve taken many things for granted in my life. I hate to admit it but I have a real problem with it I take every little thing I get for granted that’s why am here right now in a proctor family but am trying to fix that and get help. I know it sounds cliché but I think the biggest thing I take for granted is my family they have tried to be there and support me and help me with every problem and bad thing I have. Now that am away from my family I realize how much they love and care for me it makes me sad thinking about how I treated them, and the person I treated bad was the one who cared for me the most my mom.

When I go home the first thing am going to do is huge my mom and tell her how sorry I am for treating her the way I did and try to make changes because I know she is trying to help me and make a better person so am going to stop smoking and drinking well am going top try haha.

Another thing I take advantage of when I think about It is my freedom. Now that I have no freedom I realize how precious it is. I use to get up and just party now I cant and I use to be able to smoke and drink when ever I pleased but now I cant and its hard for me. I like to do my own thing and not have to worry about the trouble that id get in this proctor thing am in I have no freedom and I also have no privacy and I have to work extra hard for everything, iv never really had to earn anything either so this is new too me having to be appropriate and nice for the small things I usually just get by asking any old way.

How I remember not to take things for granted is by thinking of where I am now and how I don’t want to be here again and how ill do any thing and everything in my power not to be here again ever in my whole life. So what am trying to say is we all take things for granted and were all trying to change something about ourselves.