Is there anything worse than dying?

The only thing that I would think that would be worse than dying is loosing a child, or someone that is close to you, because you feel empty and like there is a big gapping whole right through you. Personal experiences that I have had that I personally think would be worse than dying is the day that my grandma died. The day that my grandma died is the day that my world pretty much depleted. From that day on my life hasn’t been the same because of the emptiness that I feel in my life. To me the feeling that I had was altogether worse than dying. But other than that I personally think that death is a gift if it peaceful. A peaceful death is a gift in my eyes because you’re moving on to a better life with nothing to worry about. Like the day that my grandma passed I could have a little peace of mind knowing that she wasn’t suffering from the infection that she got during chemotherapy and her lung cancer. People should be very appreciative when someone’s suffering is put to an end and move on to a better place. I miss my grandma tremendously but at the same time I am very happy that she doesn’t have to live a life of suffering, and hospitalization.

After a couple of my family members have died, I realized that a peaceful death is really a gift to you for another life of peace and no suffering. I guess you just overall need to take into consideration what your own personal thought on this subject is. Because after what I have been through I certainly took everything into consideration and gave it a little thought and I have come up the fact that I would rather die than loose a child or someone really close to me