Things that I take for granted

I use to take people in my life for granted. Every time I woke up I use to get sick of listening to my family talk about normal things that family’s talk about. I use to get sick of waking up every morning to change my son’s dipper with a bad attitude. I even took my job for granted I would go to work all mad. I didn’t ever stop to thank god for all the things he blessed me with. I had a job I was doing well I was not starving, I sometimes couldn’t pay the rent but I got it paid at the end. Till one day I went to work all mad and I was cooking burgers at Burger King then the shift manager got mad at me for taking orders and cooking. I got so mad because I was jut doing my job plus I was already angry. Then I lost my job and then I didn’t have a job. I just got angrier and that anger got me to do stupid stuff. From doing stupid things I got a lot of charges, for drunk driving, fighting, assault charges all kinds of them. Until one day that I went to a guy’s house and pimped slapped him. The cops came and took me in. From that day on I’ve missed my family very much. Especially my son, I missed changing his dipper even. I missed my noisy family and my ghetto house. I lived with a porter family that had a nice house it was quiet all the time. But I didn’t like it I missed my baby, the Mexican music that my mom use to listen to, how I use to bump music out loud all the time and my mom didn’t say nothing. In my porter home we didn’t even get to listen to music at all. I had to pretend to like my porter family when I didn’t. I felt so alone and lost but at the same time loved my mom and my son more then ever and my brothers and my sister. Now when I get in to a talk fight with my little brothers I say to my self that the ways they show me love.