Showing posts with label Joe. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Joe. Show all posts

Thursday, October 21, 2010

Attending a Funeral

Attending funerals are very imported to me because that’s the last time you are able to see your loved ones. I’ve attended many funerals. Every time I go to one I have a sad feeling because I won’t ever see that person again until I pass.

There’s been one time that I wasn’t able to attend five of my friends funerals. It was just resent they all passed in a car wreck in Ogden canyon. I was in cedar city when it happened. I got the news and rite away I tried to get a ride to Ogden but no luck.

I called there family’s and told them my situation and that I’m sorry that I couldn’t attend there funerals. After that I felt really sad and depressed and felt like I wasn’t able to do nothing.

After there funerals I moved up north and went to pay my respects.

Thursday, September 23, 2010

Suicide

Suicide is serious. It’s the wrong way to get away from your problems. I know a lot of people who chose that way of leaving there problems behind. It just leaves people confused and don’t know what to do. They try to blame them self’s for the loss and say they should have done something different.

In my experience I know how it feels to lose some one to suicide. It’s sad to think one of your friends would do something like that. Thinking I grew up with him I never thought he would be the one to do that. I always tried to figure out why they did it? What pushed them to the point of suicide?

I think about my friends that passed every night. To this day I still wonder why they did what they did. Over time we found out some of there problems. Thinking why couldn’t he just come to my house that night or why couldn’t I be there to stop him?

At least I know there safe know and always looking down on me. I still keep in touch with there families. We always share good memories of them and talk about all the good times we had together.

Friday, September 3, 2010

The Principal's Office

Have you ever been called to the principles office? I have many times. Weather good or bad its always a weird feeling. Once I step in to the office my palms start to sweat and I get the butterflies. As I sit down thinking some thing bad is going to happen.

I can follow rules that’s no problem. It’s just if I’m motivated to work I’ll work. If I’m not motivated then I’m not going to work. I don’t like school but I want to graduate. In order to do that I have to follow all rules and I can’t be sent to the principles office.