Showing posts with label Sirena. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Sirena. Show all posts

Friday, March 11, 2011

Stop It!


You yell and can’t seem to stop
STOP IT!
You keep sipping on that whiskey bottle full of your addiction
STOP IT!
Your making me hate you more and more everyday
STOP IT
You complain to my little sister for getting touched by her brother just
Because you are drunk
STOP IT
You ruin everything you touch. And everything
That I walk past
STOP IT
You complain that our family just isn’t good enough
STOP IT
We can’t move anywhere in our relationship like a father and daughter
Should because you’re powerless
Your powerless over your addiction your killing yourself slowly dad
STOP IT
My fingers want to grab that bottle and smash it cause
Then I could...
STOP IT
 You taught me to never leave someone you love behind
But I seem to be getting farther and farther away from you
MAKE IT STOP.
I want you to live a healthy life and not kill yourself with something that you can not control so if you don’t
STOP IT
I WILL!!!!

The White Room

She is going insane as she sits in this white room.
Not knowing when and where to open her eyes
It’s killing her to watch these people yell and scream; she drowns herself in her own river of tears.
Her hands are locked and she can not seem to get out of the ball
That she is curled in.
It’s as if she needs to burst out of her shell
The one that is driving her crazy.
The white walls start pounding in her face those white padding’s push against her cheek. She gets up and opens the door
She found herself standing at the top of the staircase lost
For words
Her dad yells up the stairs “shut your dam door”

Friday, February 4, 2011

Hunger Games

I think that a reason why he said that is because when he dies well if he dies he wants to be the same guy that he went in there as. He like himself for who he is and does not want to change his ways as he is defending his life. I had this experience about two months ago for about a year. I had this problem in my program, in my program I felt like they were trying to make me into something that I was not. Telling me to snitch on people and to change my thinking patterns. And I hated this I didn’t want to change for anybody I wanted to be me. And the way I went in there was me and I did not want to change for anybody.

I came to realization that It was not really them wanting to change me It was that over the past eight years that I was doing drugs and stealing, it was not really me. In there I found me so it was not like I changed it was that I actually found myself. In the book he does not want them to change who he really is? Well in my opinion he should not worry about it if he is going in there as his real self. Because if I would have went in there with a lot of self confidence then I would not have had to worry about changing. There were certain things that I could not do like snitch and change my opinions on marijuana but other than that I found myself.

I think that Petta is a good guy he knows what he wants and he wants to help katniss anyway that he can. He is and will do what his heart tells him too do. He will help all the people that he can and wont do something if he does not feel the way he should about it.