Friday, March 11, 2011

Loves & Friends


Your hands touching
My face, rubbing your
Thumbs back and forth
Looking me in my eyes.<3

Holding my hand
Smiling and laughing
Laying down beside each other.<3

Walking down a narrow path
Never knowing what’s
Going to happen when
We’re together.<3

The warmth.
Your soft tenderness
The smile that lets me know
That you care.<3

Lost


As I run through this forest
Lost and unaware
Not knowing where I’m going
The trail wind around with no end

Like a butterfly flying
Swiftly through the air
Gliding, swooping, and diving
Being free

I am a lost child
Lost on this endless road
Chasing a dream
Hoping to be found

I try my hardest
Running around each corner
Searching for you
But never finding anything close to you

Everywhere I go
Everywhere I look
All I can think about
Is finding you

Searching for you
Is all I know
Searching for our memories
Searching for what we were

Who am I anymore
 who are you
why are we so
LOST!

I Love You


     I love you when you come around, I love it
       When you say I love you, I love it when
           You don’t act so rude around your
         Friends, I love that you are so respectful
         I love it when you are so caring, I love
     Hearing when you say you wont run away
       I love how your hair shines in the sun
                          I love you……………….  

Locked Up


It’s hard writing you from behind
These big green locked doors,
They won’t let me out,
They won’t let me free,
I want to grow some wings,
So I can fly far away
From the penitentiary,
When I walk through the doors
To the outside world, reality will
Hit me.
I’ll have to take a stand,
I’ll stand by your side,
Through the endless nights and sleepless
Days,
Soon enough all this will be a big
Foggy haze,
No more being locked up,
Away from my family


Fire, Fire in Your Eyes


Fire, fire in your eyes.
Fire, fire never dies.
Water, water gets hotter.
Ice, ice rolls the dice.

Green, green, blue, blue.
Red, red I’m dead.
Burn, burn it’s your turn.
Just keep burning in the skies.

Let me die, just let me die.
Let me fly, just let me fly.
Burn, burn it’s your turn.
Fire, fire in you eyes.

Let me die, just let me die.
Kill me now Kill me now it’s my turn to die.
Suicide feels much better
Its okay let me die, just let me go.

Heartbreak Overdose


Unafraid for what is to come
They never said this would be fun.
No matter the circumstances
I will overcome
What’s done is done
I choose this fate.
I walk on the beautiful space
To the golden gates
I laid to rest
Your picture on my chest
Heaven has taken my soul
I never thought six under
Would feel so low
Sense you were responsible for this
Your heart feels like its going to explode.
After you lose someone you love
Nothing will ever feel right
I never should have done what I did that night.
But it’s too late to say that
So I hope you know I love you
And goodnight

Effort


No effort for you!
I feel like I’m the only one putting any effort in our relationship!
I feel like I’m the only one trying to keep us together. Help me understand why I am feeling this way. It seems like your not even trying. It makes me think about weather I should just stop trying? It’s been two years to the day and I still can’t read you, maybe that’s why I still want to be with you! Maybe I should just wait to see if I can see any signs or not. Gosh I wish that I could tell the future and see what’s in store for the two of us!!

Pain


I love.
I hate.
You love.
You hate.

I feel.
You don’t.
I felt pain.
You didn’t.

It’s my life.
I do what I want.
It’s not your life.
Get away from me.

We love.
We feel.
We hate.
It’s our life

Home


I love the way I feel
When I go home
It’s the best feeling in the world
To me
I feel like I’m exactly where
I’m suppose to be
I am always happy
I feel like I have no cares
Or worries in the world
I feel like I fit in
I’m not the black sheep
I wish I could be there
All the time
One day I will be
Able to do that
But until then I can keep
Wishing, hoping, dreaming

The White Room

She is going insane as she sits in this white room.
Not knowing when and where to open her eyes
It’s killing her to watch these people yell and scream; she drowns herself in her own river of tears.
Her hands are locked and she can not seem to get out of the ball
That she is curled in.
It’s as if she needs to burst out of her shell
The one that is driving her crazy.
The white walls start pounding in her face those white padding’s push against her cheek. She gets up and opens the door
She found herself standing at the top of the staircase lost
For words
Her dad yells up the stairs “shut your dam door”

Wassup Baby Girl

Wassup baby girl you know there is something I’m missing that one … I just need you to tell me one thing listen on your gotta a lot of things on your mind but lets just figure this out and spend some time on thinking about whets really holding you back from telling me all the feats cause I need to know just tell me there just pick the phone call me girl that’s all I need from you to tell me how you fell so we can succeed to the better things in life instead of playing all these games acting like we dent care even though we fell the same.

Thursday, February 17, 2011

Hunger Games

I believe Peeta meant that he wanted to be true to everyone and show people he was a good person at heart. He is a simple teenager fighting for love and freedom. He has a choice whether to keep fighting or let his life end. I think that if you go about things as yourself and not as someone your not, things go by easier. Peeta fears that Katniss would die even more that he was going to die. This in all logic is cute and romantic. I know that when I was engaged to my ex I would do anything as long as she was happy and safe. I would jump in front of a vehicle to save her, take a bullet for her, and do anything to save her no matter the cost. I believe Peeta is a good person that he’s just trying to play all sides to save the girl he truly likes. It’s all about what your heart says and how you say it. Most people look for the good and want to see people smile and make people happy. In my life I try anything to make people laugh and smile even if it means going against my values and beliefs. Peeta saves Katniss when he could have taken her life. He is a good person and he does love Katniss even though sometimes he doesn’t show it, and everyone thinks he’s playing games. Truly I honestly think Katniss and him have really connected and made a strong connection, even though they don’t realize it. To conclude the passage I would like to say that Peeta is trying to be a good person but at the same time he doesn’t want to look weak. Is it good to hide your feelings deep down that’s up to you to decide? Personally I think its ok some of the time but sometimes its good to say your true feelings. But only in the right setting and time.

Friday, February 4, 2011

It tells you that he is scared to go into the games or that he wants to scare Katniss. He fears that he might become something that he is not. Or he might lose his family and friends. I think that Peeta is a good person but at the same time I think he might turn on Katniss at any time.

So they look like something more that they really are. No it doesn’t bring anything to mind. That there is not very much of a sense of style and that they are very poor. Those they have such little money and time because they are always at work.

Hunger Games

I think that a reason why he said that is because when he dies well if he dies he wants to be the same guy that he went in there as. He like himself for who he is and does not want to change his ways as he is defending his life. I had this experience about two months ago for about a year. I had this problem in my program, in my program I felt like they were trying to make me into something that I was not. Telling me to snitch on people and to change my thinking patterns. And I hated this I didn’t want to change for anybody I wanted to be me. And the way I went in there was me and I did not want to change for anybody.

I came to realization that It was not really them wanting to change me It was that over the past eight years that I was doing drugs and stealing, it was not really me. In there I found me so it was not like I changed it was that I actually found myself. In the book he does not want them to change who he really is? Well in my opinion he should not worry about it if he is going in there as his real self. Because if I would have went in there with a lot of self confidence then I would not have had to worry about changing. There were certain things that I could not do like snitch and change my opinions on marijuana but other than that I found myself.

I think that Petta is a good guy he knows what he wants and he wants to help katniss anyway that he can. He is and will do what his heart tells him too do. He will help all the people that he can and wont do something if he does not feel the way he should about it.

Hunger Games

I think when Peeta says that he wants to die as myself he is being sincere. Peeta is a really kind and loyal person. When he first went into the games I thought he was being fake with Katniss the whole time. But when I found out that he was just working with the careers to protect Katniss that said a lot for me. It shows that he really does care for Katniss.

Even when they were getting prepared for the Hunger Games, you could tell that Peeta cares for her. I think in my opinion Peeta would do anything for Katniss. I think he has a lot of romantic feelings for Katniss. I think Peeta fears more than death that Katniss might die. I think he will do anything to keep her alive even if that means sacrificing his own life.

Peeta is afraid that the games will turn him into a monster. They will make him not be him self turn him into something that he would never want to be. I think Peeta is still being himself in the games because he was with the Careers to protect Katniss and ended up saving her life. In my life if never had anyone say that they want to die themselves, but I kind of relate it to using drugs. It turns you into someone that you would never want to be. You have to fight to stay alive when you’re using drugs, and it really does turn you into a monster. It’s hard to get out of it but when you do it will totally be worth it. So in conclusion I don’t think Peeta will change. I think he will stay the same guy that he has always been, and he is continually going to do whatever he can to protect Katniss.

Die As Yourself

Before the games start Peeta tells Katniss how he wants to die as him self, that he don’t want them to turn him in to some kind of monster. I think peeta is just being him self and he is not changing for no one. He is not giving them the pleasure of becoming like an animal fool of anger and hate. He is going to keep his family values till the end. He is not going to pretend that he is brave when he is feeling scared inside.

I think peeta is a good person that is why he always helps Katniss out all the time. A bad person never helps anyone out. Bad people only think of them self and I don’t think peeta is a bad person. I think he really cares about Katniss because he has helped her in the pass befor the reaping games. I think peeta is a really honest person and katniss life has been so though that she doesn’t really trust a lot of people. Katniss is always thinking that peeta is always playing her stupid. But I think that peeta really likes katniss more then a friend because no one protects you like that out of no where. I think peeta is in love with Katniss.
When Peeta told Katniss that he want to die as myself… I don’t want them to change me in there. Turn me into some kind of monster that I’m not.

What does this tell me about Peeta? Peeta is an all around good person form what I can tell. He joins that group so that he can save Katniss life. Peeta is a none selfish person, because he is thinking of Katniss rather than himself and he is risking his own life for some one else’s and he really doesn’t know her, he as only seen her a couple times and that was we he gave her food. I just think all around that he is a good person. Peeta is scared that killing people will change him and haunt for the rest of his life and he just doesn’t want to put up with it. What does peeta fear more then death? Peeta fears changing as a person that what scares him more then death. He thinks that if he kills it will change him for the rest of his life. Peeta is a really strong person and he cares too much about his life and he would rather die then become a monster. He knows that if his stats to kill people that he might change and not ever go back to his old self. I think that he is thinking right and he knows himself better than any body else and he knows that it is going to be hard to stop killing once the Hunger Games are over.
Well I hope that you guys and girls had a fun time reading my Creative Post! Just remember that Peeta is a good person even if he does end up killing and cant stop he’s just trying to stay alive and go home to his family.

Hunger Games

In that quote I think that Peeta doesn’t really want to do this, I think that he doesn’t see any point in doing this any way and if he does it than he would want to be him self and like use his own techniques and if he wins he doesn’t want people to think different of him. The thing that he fears more than death is Katniss dying, he tries to protect her and help her out all the time. I think Peeta is a very nice person, he is very caring and he helps out Katniss when ever she needs him there he is there to help her out in any way possible. He doesn’t want to be someone that he is not in the Hunger Games because he is not the type of person to kill someone he is always just there to help people out that needs his help and that can’t do it by them selves.
What I think about the prompt thing, about Peeta is that it tells me that he doesn’t want to turn in to someone he doesn’t want to be because since he is going to be killing people its going to change him in some way and I think that if it ends up at the end of the game and its just him and Katniss, he will ether kill himself or let her kill him…. It just he thinks he might kill her that’s what I think. He fears that he will change and he rather die him self than someone else that he’s not. Peeta is a good person I think.

The Reason

When Peeta told Katniss that he wants to die as his self and no one or nothing else, I was pretty shocked. So far in the Hunger Games I think Peeta is pretty cool, how he told everybody he’s in love with Katniss was wild. I kind of seen it coming because the way he acts with Katniss, the way she describes how he looks at her. When the game began, Peeta knew what Katniss was about to do, I think he was shaking his head at the fact that she could get killed, and she would have her chance with bow and arrows. It was pretty courageous that Peeta risked his own life, just to save Katniss. As a reader I respect Peeta and the way he’s playing in the game, so far. Hopefully he doesn’t change and hopefully its not all an act. I think he fears loosing Katniss and disappointing his family. I believe he really does love her and he only joined the careers to make it more interesting for the viewers and sponsors. In this book Peeta is one of the best characters I have read about, he had a lot of perspective and he’s a positive person, he has a big heart, no matter the situation. Katniss and him make a great team. I think if he kills someone he will change into a monster and wont be able to stop, and when and if he ever faces the one thing he absolutely doesn’t want to do, he’ll do it, and that’s why he hesitated to finish off that girl from district 8. But I have a feeling that peeta might swich things up and do something horrible. But I don’t know until I read it. But as for now that is what I think about the chapters I have read in the class.